Я с тобой наяву и во снах,
Я в твоих отражаюсь глазах,
Я сильнее любви и хитрее судьбы
Поцелуй мой как лед на губах,
И я твой ужас и страх! (c)

Actually speaking I don't care much what this's gonna be. I don't care much what's going ro be the end, if this road has any end at all. I've found myself in a wirlpool, and it's not scary at all, may be just a very little... I don't need anybody's help, I'm able to cope with all this myself.
Another strange dream? Probably. Another stranger me? Exactly!
Yesterday somebody had some doubts about my mental health. That's probable...

приехали, бля...

Anyway, what is to happen, will happen anyway. What is mine, will be mine forever.
I've to quiet myself down, to bring myself together and to switch on my conscience at last!
That's all's spinning around in my head, I can't catch any idea at all... Kick me in my head!


I’m a doll…You can take me by the hand.
I’m a doll… You can take me to your place.
I’m a doll… You can touch and kiss my face…
I’m a doll… A porcelain empty body…

I’m a doll... I give and ask nothing back.
I’m a doll... I pretend that I do not care.
I’m a doll... With bright hazel eyes and curly hair.
I’m a doll... With bloody-red silken heart.

I’m a doll... Give me the illusion of love.
I’m a doll... Speak the words that I believe,
Lie again to me and promise that you'll never leave ..
I’m a doll... Come and take my cold hand.
(с) Askе 16/09/07